These past few days, I realized I have been on shaky ground. Things are getting a lot crazier and complicated and it felt like I just want to STOP everything. I’m on the verge of breaking down and my mind is being clouded by my overwhelming emotions. I need to vent out. I need to let go of this depressing feeling. ‘Coz if not, I’ll be in turmoil and it will really take some time for me to heal.
I write today not because of something else but rather for myself. I write because I need to let go of this hatred feeling that is ruling over me. I need to regain my composure and redeem back my old self again.
It’s so hard to understand why some people would only take you for granted. I just couldn’t get it when people change so fast without giving you a valid reason. Sometimes, I do feel like life is unfair but I don’t want to indulge myself into that kind of thinking. I’m still hoping that things will be better soon. But how soon? I really don’t know and that is killing me deep inside. How I wish that things can be less complicated so that I won’t have to undergo this kind of emotion. It doesn’t feel good and it doesn’t feel right. All i can say is that I AM NOT HAPPY. How hard can it be for a person to be straight forward and just be honest? Difficult but the effect would be less painful. Is this what they call bitterness? Maybe — I think.
Right now, I need to teach myself on how to become stronger once more but its easier said than done. If only I have the ability to turn back time and correct the past, I’ll definitely do it. However, that would be next to impossible already. All I can do is just wait and believe that time will heal everything. I’m still hoping that one day, i’ll be able to find the answer that I was looking for.
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I like what you have expressed and shared, very true to self and genuine emotions. Often we forget how strong we are
Thank you Hsing. Your words are very encouraging. Sometimes, its better to let emotions flow out so that we can be true to ourselves. I need to do this for myself so that I can be stronger.
Very well written. I like it. It’s very cut-throat blog lol. Keep it up☺
Thanks.. quite amusing for the cut-throat part.. LOL
Oh dear……… I know how you must feel. It’s easy for me to say….’don’t let it get you down’………but ‘don’t let it get you down’. To write what you written helps the venting. If it relates to a friend….then you are better off without them……if it relates to family……’then you’re still better off without them’. It’s their problem. I have had similar with family. I laugh it off and enjoy my life with MY family…..’You can choose your friends, but you can’t choose your family’. So I keep who I want close to me and get rid of the ‘dead wood’……..And remember, ‘there is always someone worse off then yourself’. STAY STRONG!
thank you for that wonderful advise. writing this post really helped me a lot in venting out my frustrations. not only that, this one helped me remove the negative energy that is building inside me. So far, I’m doing better now compared to the time when I was still writing this. thank you for the wonderful message. it means a lot. =)
Glad to have been of some help………remember too…..A problem shared, is a problem halved.
Thank you so much.. it means a lot… =)
I’m not sure what has happened, but I wish you the best
DarkJade-
Thank you darkjade. I’m feeling better as of this time although it still hurts a bit.. Maybe there’s just a feeling of loneliness since that person has been part of my daily life for quite some time. =)
Oh, you’re struggling with losing someone?
DarkJade-
=) i think those people whom you really care are the ones that can really hurt you the most..